|Said countdown using the Tie The Knot app|
First of all, I'm impatient and this whole waiting 2 years thing is getting old really fast.
Second, it's really hard to plan when I have no idea what comes after. Sure, I'm going to be married to my best friend and I'm confident we can handle what life throws at us.
But what if Cam (who graduates this December) gets a job in our hometown? And I (graduating next December) end up somewhere near Toledo or Lima or even somewhere that would be too far to commute? That could be a problem... and it's something we obviously can't plan for now and something that I'm probably not going to want to deal with when I'm focusing on finalizing wedding stuff.
I know that I have no other option but to pray and be patient (something I'm clearly terrible at) but I am definitely a plan ahead type of girl and this uncertainty is driving me up a wall.
On the other hand, a little spontaneity is good, even in big decisions, right? I sure hope so.
Have a good Monday!