As stated above this is gonna be short, sweet and crappy.
If you've been following along for a while you know that I lost my best friend almost five years ago. Feels like just yesterday, but I miss her tons.
Thursday night her little sister, with whom I am still very close, tweeted my and said, "ive been thinkin about you and kels, all those times i wouldn't leave yall alone and how mad shed get at me. i miss her, and you❤"
This spoke volumes. First, she really was that annoying little sister of your friend that you couldn't stand, but now she and I have a really, really unbreakable bond. We went through something together that I can't even put into words, and something beautiful has blossomed from it.
Second, she misses me and her sister. Her sister has been gone for almost five years, but I'm still here. I'm sort of failing as a fill-in big sister, and that rocked me to my core.
I miss Kels everyday, more now than even as I'm trying to plan my wedding without my best friend. It's a feeling and process I wouldn't wish upon even my worst enemy.
I confess, I've been a lousy sister to this beautiful girl who needs me and I miss her sister more than ever.