Over break I got to do what I do best: a whole lot of nothing. Not kidding. I got up around noon, had my shake, and watched countless episodes of How I Met Your Mother on Netflix until my family got home. I then had dinner, maybe hung out with Cam depending on his work schedule and then watched Netflix until about 4 in the morning.
I had planned to do so much over break, but that's what it boiled down to. I enjoyed it though. Everyone deserves to have a break. A real, bonafide break. And that's what I had.
Unfortunately that makes going back today a hell of a lot more difficult.
To add to it, I've been having more and more trouble with my anxiety/depression/whatever this is in the past few weeks today. I don't wanna be around people (including friends and family) and lack motivation to do anything. When I realized it was time to get ready to go back to school the middle of last week I had a bit of a breakdown. I started getting anxious just thinking about the stress that was sure to begin soon. Like, really? Who gets stressed thinking about stress?! This girl.
Needless to say it's going to be difficult getting into the swing of things. I really enjoyed the freedom and peace I had over break. Send some positive thoughts and prayers my way if you get a chance!